Sorry guys but I am all over the place. sometimes I think I just want to get this D overwith and move on and the next minute I am crying thinking of her w/ OM and not here for me and the kids. The mean things she says make me feel so worthless. These are very tough times for me. I wish my mind could be still and I could think properly. I know I am a great person, Dad and husband and no one will tell me different. There are so many people in this world that love me (they are coming out of the woodwork now) yet only one that wants to drag me down and destroy me and she is the one I love the most. This is very hard! "Do you need anybody, yeah, I need somebody to love"
