Just a little note from last night. It's funny sometimes how things come up at the right times. On the prayer thread I'd mentioned that I sometimes don't turn to God when I'm feeling overwhelmed or needy and I think it's from a fear that God might let me down and if he lets me down, what's left! I've just been betrayed and tossed aside by the woman I've loved faithfully for 17 years, it creates incredible feelings of vulnerability. The message last night was all about turning to God in the midst of storms and the Pastor said "It's OK to reach out" She spoke about the times we often don't. It sure fit perfectly with the thoughts going through my mind these days. Btw, for those who have followed my sitch you'll remember my Dad was diagnosed with Colon Cancer early last year. Well, last week he finished his final Chemo treatment and has come through with flying colours! During Chemo he never lost a hair or a meal, we were all blessed through this storm. later Dbers!
