Not a good night last night. She started to R talk and told me she was done, she loves me but had no feeling left for me. I offered to set her free and get her an apartment for a year. She is going to ask her lawyer. She said she may move in with a friend. She said she didn't have enough time to work on us, life is to short. She said she didn't know if she wanted to work on her relationship with OM or not but I know she does. I need to set her free. The things that are coming out of her mouth are unreal like our marrage was never good, she should have done this ten years ago, all of my efforts to provide a great home and all didn't matter.
I am almost OK with it at this moment. Things have been bad for a while and maybe there is someone better for me out there that wants to spend time with me and enjoy the things I like to do and not bicker and fight all the time. I am looking forward to life outside of this. If she comes back so be it.
