I was checking on you and I am happy that you are over of one of those days (and nights), once again stronger.
Someone brought up what you said before about the year back being such a mess and how now is. Let me say this to keep it in mind for future reference (hope we won't need it very often)...
Sometimes when feeling really low, I found out it actually helps to remember all the BS they put us through during their decision(?) time and how all that made us feel back then. All the insecurity, anxiety, low self-esteem, tears, lies(probably),lack of respect, psycological abuse we went through because we allowed it to happen and how unfair all that was. And once you compare it with your/our sitch now that we are responsible for ourselves and our well being then everything becomes a bit clearer and hoopeful.
Just a thought. I am glad you are feeling better.
Kalni
PS Get the number, get the number, if he can't wait for you maybe he is interested in a very VERY long distance relationship...(you are supposed to laugh here)
