I still don't like the weekends when I don't have the kids.
Can you tell?
I am 5 years into sharing my kid every other weekend now and I still don't like the weekends when I don't have him at home. That being said over time I have gotten more used to it and the shock and emptiness does wear off eventually. I seriously doubt we will ever like our weekends away from our kids.
Hang in there. Are you doing anything fun for yourself this weekend?
~ swl
Look not mournfully into the past. It comes not back again. Wisely improve the present. It is thine. Go forth to meet the shadowy future, without fear. {Henry Wadsworth Longfellow}