thanks apple, glad you got one monkey off your back \:\)

H will come early on monday to watch kids so i can go to the dentist and will stay late because i'm going to the movies with friends, so , dinner is on me (home cooked meal, we are broke, lol)
He txts me and we talk 1 or 2x per day, I was mostly feeling good today.
I noticed that over all I feel good, for a little while negative thoughts tried to make me put a hand into the handbasket full of snakes (memories of H lying/deceving me with ow) to get me down-- it helps me to think of it that way, a basket of vipers which no matter how I try to handle they will bite me, better leave them alone and far.
Slept better, less rumiating, thinking of other stuff asides from the current sitch, getting use to travel this new terrain.

Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2

30something
2kids
survivor of S, MLC, A, D
I have peace in my heart, at last.