I guess what I'm afraid of is that neither I nor cac will ever really see me as anything but a recovering LDW. And an LDW is such a bad thing to be.
Whether or not non-cuddly porn watching sex equals crap sex for me or even for Cac in no way implies that you or even my 2bx are bad or even LD. It was my bad that I settled for what was crap sex for ME.
"Tell me, what is it you plan to do with your one wild and precious life?" - Mary Oliver
