18 months, but who's counting?

[peacetoday]

SH
I agree with UD
Maybe take all focus off H and put it back into finding your PMA
Do you ever watch Joel Oltseen he is a pastor and very upbeat on tv all the time
he is young and very smart
I was just listening to his tape..and I so need ed to hear it
he said dont make any decisions until it is clear ..put it off until you have a real strong feeling it is right
for me , I think I look to D as my way out of the mess
as I see no other
but if its not the right time..well i wont be out anyway b/c my heart is still here
no way to speed this up
so UD is right only difference is paperwork wopuld be filed
and Id still be here stuck
maybe we let go again, focus on us and wait
we will know when its right
peace