T, I am glad to have met you even under these circumstances. Patience is not a virtue it's a pre requisite. You are right, my closest friend told me she is afraid of the moment I'll let everything out. She feels I am pressing myself too much to be polite and friendly etc. etc. WRONG!! I feel good. I do not do it on purpose. The only thing I am holding back at the moment is the urge to get him down on some serious calendar positions (12 months in a week, fast forward motion !!).
Seriously now, I am a bit afraid to start thinking of what we should do once we are together.It feels premature. I am worried I will bring bad luck and stop the progress. He is known for being indecisive and complicated in a weird way. He may not believe a word he is saying. He is known for keeping doors open just a bit just to be sure he has an alternative. Who knows what goes on in his mind right now?
BUT, I shouldn't be complaining. As "The Secret" says, one of the secrets of happiness is being thankful.And God knows I am!! XXXXXXXXXXX Kalni
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