Well so much for chillin for the night. Went out dancing and had a blast. Lots of great looking women and danced with my fair share. Nice to enjoy the company of others and not feel weird about still being M'ed.
I really feel like I'm detaching, I do well when I just avoid and stay away from W and her crazy drama. Funny how quickly I can get drawn back in if she does come around, but how long it takes to climb back up out of that when she is gone again.
Need to keep a lid on that, so when she comes around from now on, she isn't going to get the doormat. No more falling over myself to help her out. She will just have to help herself, I have enough on my plate to worry about what she is doing or how she feels.
I've also been thinking about the house. I'm really enjoying living alone, and do not want to have a roommate enter the picture. I have everything as I like it and I'm getting a little beyond my years for wanting that sitch. Especially with S around part time, I don't need the headache of trying to keep him out of others stuff. So I'm working on some ideas to bring in more work and cash to continue to cover all the expenses.
