angelica, IMP, Thanks again. I agree with you both. I think it takes some of us here longer than others to get to "that place". By that, I mean where we are not thinking about this every moment of every day, we've gained back our ability to eat and sleep normally, we begin to laugh again, etc. It took me a very long time. I equate it to disentangling a knot; a very large knot that I could only work on a little bit every day. Once you have worked the knot out, you can drop the rope. I do plan to continue to share anything that I feel is important about this part of my life. I am most likely going to see H in a few weeks; as I said before, it ought to be interesting. But I don't dread or fear it like I used to. I have enough solid footing now that I can handle it.
Most of us really marry only once. First love endures, even unto our dying day. And we never really divorce.
