Hope everything is okay - Not seen you around for a few days!!
Hi Brit! Thanks for noticing. My bosses brother died last weekend so I was running the place this week and it was very stressful at work. Tuesday I was out late for the funeral, Wed. we got haircuts and Thurs. was one of the worst days ever at work. I actually had a major meltdown after work and asked H if it was ok if I stayed home and watched a movie upstairs. It was supposed to be his night w/ Ds. I was hoping for a hug our some show of support but got none. I ended up dragging myself out of bed after he invited me down for dinner that he made. Then I helped him w/ laundry and getting things ready for his trip. It was a very overwhelming day and I was crying when H left which I knew was horrible. I let an ILY slip and I think I saw him cring. After H left I sent a text that I knew I shouldn't and I would probably regret because it would undo some DBing. We actually ended up sending a few back and forth and seemed to give me some signs of hope. In the morning H thanked me for helping him the night before.
H left lastnight for CA and is there for the week. He did send a text when he got there but we haven't heard from him yet today. It is 7 in the morning there, but I would assume H is up already. At least I know I have a weekend I can relax and do what I want when I want. Tonight I'm going to a reverse raffle and plan to have fun. I need to do something fun w/ Ds tomorrow and will probably take them shopping today.
