I can not stand the thought of her being with someone else but she keeps telling me she dosn't have the feeling for me anymore. To think that she is ML to someone else would kill me. I am sitting here looking at her and she is so bueatiful, I can not believe she does'nt love me and our life together is close to over. It's so hard! I want to spend time with her and grow together. This hurts so bad.
