I definitely will wear it at work, but I may not have it on if I'm out and about.
I'm not going to have any love affairs that aren't with my wife, daughter, or myself, but I may take it off if I'm out to be able to harmlessly flirt to help my self-esteem a little.
However, I've decided that under no circumstance will I start up anything while I'm still married. That would do nothing but muddy the waters and I'd still have to face my daughter one day.
I may try it, but I also my have it on 24/7 like always. In either case, it will continue to be about me as my motivation with everything needs to center around rebuilding me.
There will never be an us again unless there is a healthy me 1st. Even then, there may never be an us again, but at least there will be a healthy me. RTL
