She called me at home just now...asked if I got her text message (guess I didn't acknowledge it). We ended up an hour on the phone (hung up 15 min ago) and I told her a few things. I stayed very upbeat, because that's how I was feeling.
We were talking about how each of us was doing. She asked "if I decided to make this separation permanent, will you be OK?" I said "hell yeah, I just need to know...it's the limbo that's killing me!" I'm pretty sure she was asking if I wanted her back just because I missed her and was pining for her, or because I have a different person to offer to the relationship. Then I told her how I thought I loved her before, but this separation has showed me that I didn't love her then, nearly as much as I do now. She then said "I love you, too". So nice.
I told her that the changes in her have only made her MORE attractive to me, and the changes in ME are making me appreciate everything in my life so much more, including her. She said "wow, that is cool". I asked her if this was freaking her out, and she emphatically said "NO!, keep talking".
I have never been like this in my life....there is no going back now; what would be the incentive?
