thanks for support everyone \:\) I didn't get a chance to get any sleeping aids, but i'm guessing it will be better tonight, I don't feel as burdened, perhaps I will get a good night sleep.

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the more you try to make things "work," the longer itn may take for him to make this decision.

Funny you said this, I thought the C would've agreed to the S, he almost seemed taken aback when I told him we are S.
Bad habits die hard, I will try to cool off and not act as if all is back to normal with the "minuscule" detail that..he doesn't live here.
H didn't say anything positive or negative about the S, I was expecting him to say how he really needed this, I was surprised about that, specially since he was the one who brought up S.

I must remember at some point he told me it wasn't a choice between her and me, that he would never had an R with her, it was a choice between staying with me or not.
So... he has a lot of thinking to do, I will try to stop influencing him in any way.

Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2

30something
2kids
survivor of S, MLC, A, D
I have peace in my heart, at last.