H and I own business together, still talking

[grid, lost]

H could be sad because he realizes his thinking that everyone could be a big happy family was just wishful thinking, now he's faced with the reality of it.

Certainly do hope his Family dream is shattered and am actually now wishing could make him hurt as he has hurt me. Which is not me at all, to want to hurt someone. Honestly believe the gentleman from Retro. really hit home with what ever exactly he said. maybe just straight talk from another male was what did it I don't know. Do know something rattled him. Still going to send him the B gift as it is his 50th and I have had the gift for a very long long time (b/f bomb) and wish to get rid of it. To lazy to list it on ebay so just send down to him.

I'm not looking for a relationship right now, just someone to go to a movie, have dinner with ... Miss someone my age of the opposite sex to talk to. Women from bowling lanes and I have been friends for years, nothing more than seeing them in the lounge after bowling and talking with them and others.

GEE, are there any nice guys you know at the bowling lanes who just wish a beer or two and movie. What i wouldn't give to just go out for a couple beers!!!! lol Couple is about my limit, meds I take keep me in line really quick when comes to drinking. lol
No leading those lovely ladies on from you, as we all know what pain feels like! I have thought about your stitch and W so many times. Keeps coming back to there has to be something big that isn't being said. something more than just you and the M. No one (unless financially forced) stays with a low paying job working All weekends and very odd night time weekday hours. Something anti-social need going on with your W. Do you see that or am I out in left field??? Long time ago I worked at a sub shop/youth center setup in small town. Well went to work, later afternoon and rarely got home before 1 or 2:30 AM, ok for a while. But then you start realizing when you are off the rest of world is working or asleep. When everyone else is off and having fun, you are working or sleeping. doesn't take long you never have a nice dinner with the family, never get to do normal weekend relaxing stuff, etc. Which you have watched and experienced before W and her bomb.
Anyone who wishes to be a part of society changes jobs or changes work schedule, at least a bit. When I worked this schedule I had every third or fourth weekend off. Job was a lot of fun just after while you want to rejoin society and family.
this must be what the MC you two went to bigged up on right away and ask about W's background. Mike just has to be a lot more behind W's wall she is not letting anyone see.

Haven't set up coaching session yet, haven't been getting home early enough to call.

Do Do, you will be glad you did. Believe the offices are open till late, like 8 or 9pm, so big up telephone and make call. Write down short notes and questions wish to ask. Honest worth the money. I am going to wait a while to see if H ever has another comment and then may call again. Remember for me, had to stop seeing him because of pain causing me. You are stronger so, Call.

Will be dressed up, hopefully W will be there and notice.

very good and you are going to feel so smart with your self. Bet you'll even have a big smile on your silly face!
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