Every storm has a rainbow 6

[Snow White]

Wow mine is kind of interesting isn't it? I have spent a lot of time worrying whether my husband is just prentending that he wants to be here and there is another shoe to drop. I have a quote on my wall at work that says "It is hard to see the sunshine when you spend you whole life looking for the storm"

Taking it as a positive is good advice, the other day after I attempted to do a 180 with my husband and no longer contact him at work or on his cell, he called while I was in the bath he ended up calling 3 more times and my cell phone twice. It gave me butterflies and I was really happy and thought it was a good sign then those bad thoughts started creeping in that he was just worried about where I was because he still thinks I am going to confront the OW(this is all very fresh). We do a lot of damage to ourselves with our internal dialogue.