First.. thanks jak,yoyo,lwb and saffie.. you all are so sweet..

Sara,

Ive thought about retrouvaille and even looked up some stuff. I agree it could help, its just getting him to that point. Right now he is way too stressed with trying to get accounts rec. in order with our business (knowone wants to pay on time) , he is not focused at this point, but I think its a great idea.

We will be in orlando~ Disney of course.. then we may be going to Daytona just for the day. Depending on our finances is if we will be going to Daytona. We've been to Tampa.. went to the motocross races there it was fun.

And you are so right about being everyone's servant. Some days I feel that I am losing myself in the battle. Don't get me wrong, I love my family, but sometimes I just want to crawl in a hole and be left alone for an hour.

My H doesn't understand it, I don't know how to show him or tell him either ...

Such as life..

Things are quiet in the house right now, H is on a job, kids are watching the tube quietly for a change.. aahhh I love when the house is quiet!!

tal


me: 37
H: 44
Married for 18 years this june
S7
S3
porn issues, and much more... since 7/06

Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.