Im so glad to hear that you able to talk to your mom about things, and also that you have some good friends out there that you can "talk" to you, its so important for you and your sanity.
He is a really confused person, mean and nasty one minute and then nice as pie the next, its seems he has a split personality. Its impossible for anyone to live with a person like that and it makes it harder that you are trying to raise your daughter in the meantime with all of this going on.
I would also like to see you get out of this whole mess. Too many ups and downs and it takes its toll.
Have a nice visit with your parents, and know that they love you under any conditions.
tal
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