((mukultra)) So sorry you are hurting. I have read MANY times that people feel MORE hurt when their rebound relationship ends than when their marriage went sideways.
I imagine it is because there was a bit of a bandaid effect of avoiding dealing with the pain of the marriage and additionally, all those neato chemicals that come with the first blush of a crush. AND, that first romance can appear to be all that the spouse wasn't and nearly a savior; to have it fail just adds insult to injury.
Time for some healing for Mkultra.
Me-43 H-46 M 12 yrs 7/09 T 15 2 grown kids bomb 7/05/07 H moved out 8/04/07 11/22/09 told him I quit;let's get ball rolling Mid Dec- he isn't sure he wants D End 2/2010-Starting to consider piecing
