You know what H, that little voice inside is a what you have to ignore. I have one when it comes to work. Sometimes I hear it say, "Don't bother calling that person again, they don't want to buy a house." And then I tell myself it's only a phone call, it will take one minute, just do it. And sometimes when I do it, that person comes out and buys a house. I don't know why we have that voice that pushes us to snatch failure from the jaws of victory, but we do. Just keep fighting it. that voice is your enemy.