Lillieperl, CONGRATS TO YOU!!! That is so great that you got out before it was too late. You should be VERY proud of yourself!
I was stupid. Married into the problem and KNEW the problem was a big one. As I've said before, threatened divorce and told him no kids until we fix it. Only to find out I was pregs. My own d@mn fault. I think that's why I'm so upset now. I've finally realized that we brought a child into this screwed up relationship. I've never felt trapped before, and now I feel extremely trapped. I think that's why this is hitting me much harder than normal. I look at H, and how much he loves DS, and I just can't even fathom taking DS away from H. Not that I would take him far away into never-never land. But I know that H would absolutely die if he couldn't put DS to sleep every night. And come home to him w/ a big smile on his face. I guess reality has finally set in. . .
You should feel extremely greatful that you made the choice you did!
Kellie ------ Me - 27 H - 31 S - born 8/18/2007 Married - 4/24/2005 Together - 7/03/2002
