Hey guys, So late here, but just wanted to say that I saw H again tonight. He had to come over and help me install a new mailbox (ours got hit down).
It was nice. We had dinner, watched the premiere of LOST.
I started telling H about signing up to volunteer and right in the middle of it, he said, "oh! I have a story to tell you! But finish your story." I did, with him just saying, Uh-huh and then went right into his whole story. Very typical self-centered H. I didn't get upset, just sort of mentally shook my head in acknowledgment that H is the same.
The whole night, I felt like I wanted to be cozy, comfortable. But not in love with him. Like I wanted to cuddle, but I didn't feel crazy in love. It was strange. But, a whole lot easier to deal with!
H & I, both 32, together since 18. *M 7/03, A since 9/06. Bomb 7/07, H ended it w/ OW 9/08 * Agreed to D 6/09...very hard *D 8/10 * At peace, have become great friends w/ X-H and his new GF
