SH You are not rambling we all think it and probably more and more as time goes on Can we move on now and create a happier more campatible life with another I think its the same answer for me in my meditations if I get the clear message to move I will and will allow myself to first, I am committed to God to carry me thru this..all the way The trick for me is to listen the message is clear not what I want to hear..I want out but stay is what i hear for now your time may be up i dont know only you can choose if you are led by the inner deep wisdom, you wwill make no mistakes and therefore take the easier shortest path out of here if you chose by your mind and your need to run,well that is what they did and there is no telling where you land invest in learning to quiet your mind and listen I bet you already know what you need to do peace
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