D11 is finally better. H finally saw her after not seeing her for a week. Only saw her because I called him on the way to taking her to school to see if he wanted me to stop by so he could say hi to her.
No news yet on the job. I am trying not to get my hopes up.
Well.....
Today, I took off my ring. It is time and it is right, for me. I have been thinking about it for quite some time. It doesn't feel right for me to wear it.
Nothing has prompted this. Nothing has happened. It is a way for me to move forward with my life. To me, it represents a marriage that I never want to return to (it is not my original wedding band - it went with another diamond given to me on our 10th anniversary).
If, by some miracle, we do make it and make a new marriage, I will get another band.
But, as I look back, the last 5 years have not been good. The band does not represent good to me.
