Hi Choc, I'm doing it out of love, though I just backslid big time.
WAW emailed back - said I was right in not accepting the situation. Said I was also right that she was too concentrated on work to have an affair (though still EA). She said she was almost ready to try again after our intense convo last week, but she stopped short. Said she obviously doesn't know how to maintain relationships.
She went to C today and called me after she got back. At first she seemed pretty positive. Said he was very helpful, made her think about her actions. But then we got into R talk and she started sliding towards saying she was happy doing what she's doing right now and wants to continue down that path. Needless to say, our M is a distraction.
Anyway, she wants to continue going to MC, but she doesn't know where it's headed. I said we had time, but not if OM was still involved. She just shook her head yes.
I hugged her goodbye and she gave a long hug back. Feeling confused again, but glad I went ahead and tried shaking things up a bit with the email.
