Yeah, I am feeling 'stronger'. I'm also feeling more loss. The complete lack of feeling in her response and the fact that she slept fine last night show me that she is emotionally vacant when it comes to me or the marriage.
I'm still not totally detached so it hurts, and is a bit hard to take.
So, I continue to plan my future around an eventual divorce and me moving forward as a single Dad. In my mind I know that of course I will be 'ok', and I'll even find someone to love, and to love me also. I'm just sad for my kids. And sad that I have to go through this ordeal again. At least this time will be the last time.
