Thanks, KerryK! There is an old, old saying, "Less said, sooner mended". I am going to follow that in this case. I won't ever bring up my little meltdown from last night. Just move forward "as if", b/c the reality is he says he wants us to work so I should act "as if" things are going to work out. Backsliding sucks but I am back up on the horse.....