So, on that note, any advice to fix my blunders last night? This insecurity of mine is what most drives him crazy. But it is a vicious circle, b/c if he would touch me/tell me he loves me, I wouldn't act as insecure. And if I didn't act so insecure sometimes, he would probably be more prone to showing his affection.....anyway I just want to move past the backslide and on with progress!
It sounds like you are expecting progress too quickly. Have patience and dont try to rush him back into love. Treat him like you would like him to treat you. Dont try to fix your blunder from last night - it is just a backslide in DBing. No one ever said that DBing is easy. You just need to act "as if" when things get under your skin. It is tough, but you can do it.
