H seemed happiest to me in the beginning, when we weren't married, didn't have so much responsibility, ============== weren't we all hon? my then fiancee thought that we'd never argue like those "other" couples.LOL
There just seems too much that H seems resentful for, for him too forgive and move forward with me. He says it's nothing I have done and isn't my fault? ================================ From what I've read your H seems to have some sort of D. He is unhappy with himself thus unable to offer any goodness towards others, you can't give what you don't have. D is a terrible thing, you loose life's little joys (a warm blanket, a sunny day), nothing seems worth it anymore.
It's a good thing though that you both have a healthy interaction.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.