thank you gals! love your support. Trying hard not to rummiate, I'm mostly ok during the day, it's night that I dread, I stay up 'til 1 but still wake up at 5 and can't go back to sleep, if it weren't for my new shorter commute (work moved) I'd be such a zombie or would've end in a ditch right now, I'm so tired by the end of the day, I used to drive 1hr home.

Hanging there, forcing myself to stop thinking of the "new details" ow/A related, jeez, just like last time.


Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2

30something
2kids
survivor of S, MLC, A, D
I have peace in my heart, at last.