I really don't know why I still talk to her at all. I fight with that a lot. I will never ever trust her again or confide in her about anything. Maybe it is just to keep tabs on her. I ask my self that question all the time. She does not deserve my friendship.
H is just tired of talking about it ALL the time. He has no problem giving me details if I want to know them. I probably know more than I should have allowed myself to know. He says we can talk about it just as long as I give it a couple days in between the talks.
He is pretty patient with me about it though and I know I tend to wear it down now and then. That is what I have to learn to back off on doing.
We have spent a lot of time talking about the problems we had in our M prior to the A and a lot time putting effort into the things we want to fix. That part of it is going real well.
Maybe with time it will get better and a little easier. It does help a lot to talk on here and read what other people are going through as well.
