Theoden, I got locked out and you gave me the idea for the title for this 2nd series of posts. I am going to focus on working towards patience, as that is my weakness right now. I want results in weeks rather than months (H wants to file for divorce this summer so I probably won't have years). It is not quite as easy for me to have that attitude oh, well, no big deal whether he stays or leaves, b/c after 22 years together and the children, I still do love him. I guess I should work towards that attitude???
H did come home a bit late last night, and the OW was texting a few minutes later. I think she is even more obsessed than him if that is possible. H did at least wait until he was on the porch to text her back and spent all night on the porch at least until after I went to bed to come back in the house. So I guess the OW is healthy again or they've made up or whatever, cause it appears they are back together. So I didn't show any emotion or anything but was a little disappointed of course, even though I expected that was going to happen. Per DB, I've actually still been keeping up my cheerful, positive attitude and cracking lots of jokes and dancing around as I have been lately. (I need to send a thank you letter to the Prozac manufacturer :)!!!) Karen43
