I think I'm done

[ms ladybug]

Well, h dropped another D bomb this morning. He says he's going to file tomorrow. Whether he will or not, who knows...but I called an attorney. I've got a consultation appt. for next Thurs.

I can't stop crying. I think my heart breaks mostly for my kids. Missing out on the family life that they deserve, and I couldn't give them.

I'm also afraid of losing them. H says he's moving to TN with or without me. He said if we divorce, he'll get the kids for summers and holidays. Honestly, I can't imagine being away from my kids for any ammount of time like that. I've never been away from d4 for longer than a week. And I've never been away from s18mos overnight, ever.