Some PMA I guess, getting tired of her waffling. One day she is upset because I don't come in her apartment when univited. The next I'm worthy of responding to a TM. Leaves me in a limbo of how to act towards her. Just feel that I can't do anything right in her eyes. All tunnels seem cheesless at this point. Hard to tell what is working and what isn't.
Hey... didn't i just say that... hehe
don't get down on yourself. You are doing everything you know how to do. Your W has to figure out her stuff, you just keep doing what you've been doing. For me, before i came here, i missed my H the way he was. I liked spending time with him, but I also didn't want to send him any signals that i had changed my mind. She's telling you she wants to see you, but might be holding back at other times to avoid leading you on until she sees that your changes are permanent. you keep being nice to her and let her adjust. She'll have to get used to that again.
limbo land sucks, but you are doing great!!
If i can't fall in love... I'd like to fall in chocolate! ~ Author Unknown
