H seems to be peeking out of the depression a bit. He came home at 5 last night and took me out for dinner. We had pleasant conversation and he spent some time cuddling with me before bedtime. Showed up to cuddle for about 20 minutes this morning too....seems to be in a better state of mind again.
He acts so bi-polar....sometimes I wonder if he's a really good actor and hides the sadness most of the time or if he does have days that really aren't so bad.?
I'm trying to keep a "safe" distance emotionally...although it is very difficult. H doesn't seem like he's ready to run out the door or anything, but the ups and downs ...jeez...
The contact with MOW, if there is still any (?) is minimal...which is good...although when he gets so depressed, it's hard not to hope he's meeting her for lunch or something, because then he isn't alone. Does that even make sense? Believe me, I don't want there to be any contact...but when he's so down...???? IDK?
He just called to check in with me. Has two outside meetings today but will be around the office for the most part. He'll be home for a quick dinner and then off to class tonight until 10....so there won't be much time with him today. He only has 6 classes left so I will be glad when that's behind us and he has more free time...and less stress.
Hope you all have a great day today....I'm planning on having some time to check on all your threads so I can catch up on what's going on.
You are all always in my thoughts and prayers!
Hugs!!!!
BA
Me:43 H:48 M:24 yrs T: 26 yrs 2 kids ILYNILWYA 8-07 - MOW 9-07 H moved out 8-2-08 Back 8-18-08 Affair continues Back home but not emotionally
