She's gone...I'm devastated, but hopeful

[minkerman]

Well I am doing pretty good not contacting her. I went out to a movie with my son last night, saw "The Bucket List". Don't listen to the critics, it is a very good movie that makes you think about the important things in your life.

Not a word from W.

I am thinking about something she said when I saw her Sunday. I asked why she so seldom initiates contact. She said, believe it or not I don't really think about "us" that much in the course of a normal day. Then she said "sorry, I know that's not what you want to hear right now"....not in a cold way, actually she said it sadly.

She also said:
- I'm really enjoying this time
- The tightness in my back and shoulders has disappeared
- I am sleeping long hours VS waking up at 3am when I was at home

Believe none of what you hear? That can be hard when you hear stuff like that.