Yesterday morning, I mentioned to W on the phone that I was taking the kids up to the mountain to go sledding and that she could join us. She said that sounded like fun.
Last night, we briefly talked on the phone. She needed me to print some pictures for her school and find her rebate form for her new phone online. She also said that we need to have a good talk together soon about our situation. I said sure, but cant help but wonder what she wants to talk about. Either way, I am ready for whatever decision she makes. Half of me is ready to move on and go back to my old independent single life while the other half wants to have my family back as one. However, I refuse to take her back if she says that she needs to go out to bars every once in a while. Either way she goes, I am going to be happy and do all I can for my kids.
I also talked with her best friend yesterday and she said that W does not want to talk about her situation. W has no one (except maybe OM) that she is confiding in. She is in such turmoil right now with stress from work and deciding upon the biggest decision in her life.
