I could see why you stopped. You weren't getting anything in return. You amaze me you have been so supportive! I wish I had half the patience you have.
I honestly keep feeling a change in the wind. I am hoping it will pass. But so far it's the same. I find I have no desire for my husband at all. It's not like it really matters I don't think. Or it's not like he noticed because like I said his drive is low. So it's not like he tries. Or hasn't in a month. But he will see I am sure if he tries that for the first time he will be turned down. Right now I seem to be dwelling in the hurt that he left witin my heart.
I am trying to GAL again. I stoppped that completely. Maybe that will give him something to think about. Maybe he will realize he needs to step up to the plate before he loses me. But last week I went out with a close friend. It was great. My husband looked shocked when I got up and announced I was going out. He also seemed to be angry the next day although he never said he was. I was judging by his actions like not speaking to me. We are planning to do the same this weekend. : ) It was great to just hang out with a girlfriend.
