Luv, I'm so sorry to hear that things are not going well for you. Have you considered going to a attorney and getting a separation agreement so he will have to help you with the financial situation? I know that you may be afraid that it will make him mad and lead to a divorce, but it seems like he stays very angry anyway. You can't do this on your own, he has to support his family!
Life's challenges are not supposed to paralyze you, they're supposed to help you discover who you are. -- Bernice Johnson Reagon
