I really appreciate it fb2. We are on a 4 day rotation with flexibility because of her work schedule. So, the pick-ups from school and the drop-offs at WAW are easy. It's the pick-ups for church on Sunday mornings that are more difficult. It actually seems she is initiating simple topics to keep me lingering such as needing school uniform stuff like pants, belt, panty hose, toy, whatever for 5D then telling me she has it taken care of. Or to leave a voice mail for a lame reason only to tell me "have a happy birthday". It is likely she will invite me inside for 3rd Sunday in a row. As you point out, perhaps I should show her that I am stronger and more detached and just stay outside while I wait for 5D. I already plan on purchasing next months church clothes to send Saturday avoiding some issues for a month. I just feel like if I do not maintain some sort of "structured darkness" she will continue to bring up lawyer stuff, just strengthening her resolve to end things.
