Hey Micheal - yes - "fantasy world" is a perfect way to put where our spouses are right now. I guess they would do anything for their children if it does not come before their own needs - right? IWB - I know I could never go that long not seeing my D - I just dont understand him. He has not even responded to us yet and it is Thursday morning. He did not even respond to my daughters vm on Monday night - "Daddy - its 6 oclock and I have my coat on - when are you coming". Im sorry there is just no excuse not to call your D back unless yor laid up in the hospital. Thanks about my job - Im taking it one day at a time. Sleeping is the problem. I lay down with my D at 7:30 and fall asleep with her and then I am up making coffee at 3:30 in the morning so by 4:00 this afternoon I will be yawning at work. I have to get on a new schedule. I guess its just all new - our nightly routine - its just the two of us. Im still lonely.