How sad, I didn't know about those killings, how terrible he was there and saw it all first hand, I wouldn't doubt that the scene did stay on his mind and left some lingering damage. What a blessing that your H goes to church! I pray that he lets God heal him and help him. For all you know ow is onto something else and long forgotten him, you have enough to worry about, today has enough worries hon, don't torture yourself with the what ifs.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.