Heh, Sox, I have been so caught up in my own life I haven't been following along very well. Now I am trying to understand so I came back to the beginning of your thread.

Originally Posted By: soxfan2007
It's been a bit of an awkward time with H moving back in. At times I felt the old me trying to sneak back out. But I think I've done an OK job (I wouldn't say great job) of supressing the old me. I hope H would say so too.

What part of you are you trying to suppress? Is there a part of you that you came to like while you were separated, but feel you have to hide since your H is back? Is that part of why you are unhappy now?

You also mentioned the KLA tapes. Have you and your H started those together?