18 months, but who's counting?

[peacetoday]

SH
I dont know
I do believe many people remarry and find new partners at any age
I think the decision has to come from my heart and gut when Im totally ready to let go
I dont know b/c i havent been thriugh this before
when Is it time to give Up?
we have to go within
we will know
and we have to trust that
that has to be the guide and not our fears of being alone
fear will not attract the good we want to create
fear will create more fear and attract the same as what we just left
I know Im not done
trying
grieving
accepting its totally over
as im also not willing to wait forever
a few more months wont hurt
i will grow more
become a better and more focused parent
make connections with community
attract more available friends
work on my career
take care of me
practice friendship toward H
unconditional love to a man who walked out on his family
preety huge step for a simple Middle aged gal like me


hang in