I need some sort of strategy. Some sort of change. I think one of her big complaints seems to be we didnt communicate very well. So if I go dark, very dark, doesnt this validate this idea?
I have lost all hope right now. I dont think she has a good reason to leave me. She doesnt have a good enough reason to not try. But....she wont even let herself consider it. She's out to proove something.
It's hard to totally drop the rope...were in the same house together and we have kids. No idea what to do if she's completely unwilling.
