I have never been needy or clingy but maybe I slipped back to my old ways without realizing it. I will take a hard look at my reactions to him in the last few months.
I did get used to him not talking too me or calling and then he goes and starts talking a little. It is hard when they switch gears and you are not used to it.
I started reading the boards over a year ago and just signed up in Nov to post. I started out by going dark and doing a 180 because I realized I had really let myself go and spent most of my time doing that so I could work on GAL. I have also renewed some friendships that got lost in the shuffle of life. This helps a lot in GAL.
I just feel so lost and am not sure where to go from here.
