Lil - I hear you. I'm usually a positive person. I get caught up in all of this and I do need to "stop." I will try.
Ingrid - the osteopath I'm seeing has tried a variety of naturalist stuff. The natural testosterone was the only thing that seemed to help. I may try a lower dose.
cac - you got it...cannot stomach the idea of another doctor right now. Plus, along the lines of what lil is saying, how much is in my head?