hey sweety, was holding my breath while reading your post. Perhaps the cell has old calls log and he didnt' want you to see to get upset or something.
He said that life was crap =============== that's the same view my H has had for a while, also that he has no life (while we were in c before the crap hit the fan). I don't know how people live without God, there is so much evil out there people get discouraged often. I also think part of your H's view of life have to do with seeing so much awful stuff at work, it turns people into cynics. A prayer your way so you can slay that dragon of fear)))))
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.